Juanito, sad and moody
(narration of the event took place between 25th August and 27th August)
this is wat happened.. i went back damn sad and moody.. even no mood to eat dinner though i forced myself to down the chap fan (economy rice)… but seriously no appetite.. so decided to sleep early la… around 9.30pm i went to bed.. u know that monday i had a 3rd party audit right? i was involved in it, as an auditee… so over the weekend i spent quite sometime thinking and raking my brains to make the presentation good.. it was already reviewed by mr bean (my french boss) and he told me wat to do and wat not to do… anyways, i have already got the prep work all done.. the necessary documents, evidence all were prepared up front. then on monday i mah present la.. present as usual but nervous la.. nervous due to a few reasons… 1 of them because this is my first time presenting here after like 8-9mths since i last presented in intel.. the other reason was because this was a big thing where all the big guns were present inside and i have to not only present but also answer the right answers when asked by the auditors.. and the 3rd reason was, my boss was there… totally a new and different yet kinda tensed environment la..
this is wat happened.. i went back damn sad and moody.. even no mood to eat dinner though i forced myself to down the chap fan (economy rice)… but seriously no appetite.. so decided to sleep early la… around 9.30pm i went to bed.. u know that monday i had a 3rd party audit right? i was involved in it, as an auditee… so over the weekend i spent quite sometime thinking and raking my brains to make the presentation good.. it was already reviewed by mr bean (my french boss) and he told me wat to do and wat not to do… anyways, i have already got the prep work all done.. the necessary documents, evidence all were prepared up front. then on monday i mah present la.. present as usual but nervous la.. nervous due to a few reasons… 1 of them because this is my first time presenting here after like 8-9mths since i last presented in intel.. the other reason was because this was a big thing where all the big guns were present inside and i have to not only present but also answer the right answers when asked by the auditors.. and the 3rd reason was, my boss was there… totally a new and different yet kinda tensed environment la..
anyways i managed to present my way thru and i felt it was good if not just ok for a first time.. like i said lor, i last presented 9 mths ago.. and this aint intel.. this is totally a new place.. anyways, knowing me when i have my facts and data right, i will be able to present without any hesitation la.. just sort of like story telling..
then yesterday during the closing, the auditor made a verbal and also written remark openly that he praised the facilities review because it was managed effectively.. when i heard of course i happy la.. mr bean somehow wasnt in the closing since he had to attend an external meeting…so then after the closing, i went to inform mr bean.. mana tau he pour cold water on me.. he said he disappointed with my presentation and i didnt present my facts right..
u know my style.. if i am right i will not budge and let ppl bully so i defended myself la… he said when i present i was like shaky which i admitted and told him the reason.. but then when he said i presented the wrong fact, i stood up to him.. i could even explain to him then, repeating the same thing without even looking at the documents or data… so he gave me an AR la to go check it up.. i mah very tulan la…
good job or thank you also didnt say but on the other hand kena bang by him…. that was around 5pm la.. then at 6pm, he called me and asked how i was feeling.. really tulan la…
this morning meeting was basically to talk abt the argument yesterday… and in turned out i was right.. so i was really pissed this time.. so when i met up with him during the meeting, i purposely and consistently poke him la… he talk a bit i interject.. he say something i object… he say white i say black.. i saja want to poke him.. i poke him until he gave up.. then later on when he realized what i presented was right then only he said good job.. but wat is the point??
this morning meeting was basically to talk abt the argument yesterday… and in turned out i was right.. so i was really pissed this time.. so when i met up with him during the meeting, i purposely and consistently poke him la… he talk a bit i interject.. he say something i object… he say white i say black.. i saja want to poke him.. i poke him until he gave up.. then later on when he realized what i presented was right then only he said good job.. but wat is the point??
……a sad juanito
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02:06:26
hey,where are you from??can u email me please,thx